Getting rid of memories

Chubby

2011-03-15T03:06:00.000-07:00

Alright people !
Hello :D
I'm Chubby.
Shall I end it here?
HAHAHA !
Just kidding.
Just kidding about ending it here :)

I'm chubby.
Okay, so everybody knows I'm chubby.
That's right, I'm chubby.
HAHA !

Well, Just really feel so chubby and I know that I'm getting chubbier ._.
I really WANT to learn to play the guitar.
Darn it.
I wanna play and then I can sing to songs while strumming or something.
I can worship God at home like that :3
Tsktsk.
I wanna get one guitar.
Darn darn darn !

Yeah.

2011-03-10T07:39:00.000-08:00

All right, It's the last day of school for this term :)
Well, I'm going to catch up !
Close up the gaps for my grades.
I'm going to do my notes.
I'm going to the library to study.
Do my homeworks :)
For God, my future, my family and my teachers.
I don't want to disappoint anyone.
I don't want to lead a pathetic life.
I want God to lead my life :)
I don't have to worry because God will help me :) and I will be a testimony for God.

I will also grow with God :D
I want to :D
Haha..
Gonna do my homeworks now since I took a long break :)
Bye ~!

CA1 Grades :3

2011-03-03T07:11:00.000-08:00

Hmm, I'm glad that God helped me passed my tests !

I thought I deserved to fail but I did not thus I thank God.
He helped me passed :)
Here are my grades which all the Glory belongs to God.

EL - 62 B4
Maths - 61 B4
Science - 51 C6
Chinese - 50 C6
Combined Humanities - 50 C6
Art - 68 B3

EMB3 - 23

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Okay even though it's not good but I'm happy that I passed :)
I'll keep improving myself from here ^^
God will help me along !
Thanks Da for accompanying me to take my specs :) I ate 5 meals again ._.

I love you, my beloved Mummy :)

Appreciated.

2011-03-01T06:44:00.000-08:00

I love you.
Thank you so much.
For being there for me, worrying about me, always keeping me in your heart.
You are so important to me.
I'm for sorry for letting you worry about me.
I'll keep the smile on my face :) A sincere and real smile.
I'll do my best, no matter what the results are, I want you to know that I did my best :)
I'll show you somehow ^^ so don't worry about me anymore.
Thank you for the surprise ^^
Thank you for everything !
You're my BFF for my whole life and eternity.
I won't let you down or let you worry about me ^^
I'll stay strong, for God, you and my family ^^
I Love You.
I really appreciated whatever You've done for me and will always keep it in my heart :)
Thank God for bringing you into my life.
<3 You.

Running Away.

2011-02-12T06:43:00.000-08:00

Yes, I feel like crying but I won't.
Yes, I want to run away from reality but I can't.
Yes, I wanna stand up but I just need MORE time.
Yes, It's gonna affect my studies.
Yes, I'm being thrown around like a ball.
Yes, I feel neglected/unwanted.
Yes, I don't have a proper house/home.
Yes, I need help.
Yes, I want him back.

God,
Help me.Please.
Amen.

New Start

2011-01-29T08:05:00.000-08:00

Today..
At Church :)
I had a great time at church.
God spoke to me again.
He has already begun his transformation in me.
My life has been indeed different ever since I accepted him into my life.
I had flash backs, seen what the process was when I was being prayed/praying for.
It is AMAZING.
How can I NOT see the transformation.
God, You are TRULY amazing.
Thank you God.
You've changed my life.
Making it better than before.
Bringing me closer to you.

I WILL commit myself to You.
I WILL let You LEAD my life the way You want it to be.
I WILL follow You for You are My Shepherd.
And..
I Love You.

Thank You.
Amen.

R.I.P

2011-01-02T09:58:00.000-08:00

Dear Beloved Ah Kun korkor,
R.I.P
I love you.
I miss you.
We love you.
We miss you.
Move on.
Don't worry anymore.
Good bye.
01.01.2011
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It's really unexpected.
Heartbreaking..
I really can't believe that he's gone.

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God please bless my cousin..
Let him go to the right place where he belongs.
He is a Good Guy.
Also heal my cousin's and aunt's heartbreak.
Heal their lost.
Amen.

Worried sick.

2010-12-30T10:16:00.000-08:00

Okay.. I'm back from my vacation. again.
Yes, i know.
AGAIN.
Haha x)

It was freezing there.
To me =x
My nose almost got detached from my FACE !
Haha x) Too exaggerated ^^

Went with my Aunt and cousin, along with some Aunties.
Oh, met my Cousin's god brothers there.
Well..
Okay, quite hilarious while hanging out with them ^^
Pretty much having fun.
Went to the USUAL Haunted House xD
But they changed the paths kinda.

Then while travelling back to Singapore;Home.
There were REALLY TONS OF people.
I mean, BILLIONS.
Not exactly billions but just wanna express how serious I meant by TONS of people.
Haha x)

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Had a great chat with my Father while he was driving me back home.
He told me something.......horrifying..
He got robbed.
I was so scared when i heard what happened when i was away.
DAMN YOU THIEF !
That was my Father's HARD EARNED MONEY !
You have no idea how much, my heart ached hearing about it.
I felt like crying when i heard it.
My tears were swelling up in my eyes.

God,
Please protect my Father...
Help him overcome his financial problems and difficulties in life.
Don't let anything happen to him.
He is important to me.
It hurts me to see anything happen to him.
PLEASE Father Lord..
Always be with him, Take care of him, Protect him.
I lift my Father into Your Hands without any worries.
I know You'll protect him and help him in every single way You can, Father Lord.
Amen.

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I'll forget about you.

Hmm..

2010-12-26T11:59:00.000-08:00

Well.. Now its 3.57am x)
Gonna go straight to bed after i blogged.
Really tired..
Mapled for quite awhile.
Awhile but not so awhile but awhile xD
Gonna purchase my Sec 5 Books later on =D
Haha !
Awesome !!
But it's gonna be really heavy.

Bringing knowledge home x)

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Haiz..
What's up with these feelings.

Yeahh !!

2010-12-25T10:25:00.000-08:00

O.M.G !
Dada's back =D
I'm so glad she's back.
Safely.
Haha x) I was worried sick !
I caught the.. ican'tlivewithoutdada sickness T-T

Thank God for letting her Family and Dada coming back to Singapore and me safely.

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Okay !
Yesterday =D
Was out all day from 10am till today 10am =D
Was at lan.
Gaming 24hrs.
Kinda xD
Went with the guys.
Fun =D
But starting was a little awkward.
I didn't really talked much cause -.- I hardly know anyone that well.
Plus o.o I'm the only girl.
What can I talk about lols.
I do play games but I ain't that good enough to start a conversation with them.
SOOOOOOOOO.
I listened in to their conversation.
Laughed along.
Laughed when i thought it was funny.
It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.

Grrr.. But.. They are SO like bamboo sticks -.-
Why are guys always smaller size than us girls.
Really.
Sickening xD
Dang..

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I can't help it

Weird.

2010-12-24T20:49:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. I guess its really weird now..
Gonna let go before we even started.
Okay.
We've NEVER started.
Lol, but dang..
Why do i care about you so much.
You're really none of my business.

Grr...

Feeling down down down.

2010-12-23T09:07:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas !
It's Christmas eve !!

Well..
Da's oversea now..
At Hong Kong.

Dear Heavenly Father,
Please let Davina and her Family come to Singapore safely !
Let Her come to be safely..
I lift their hands into your hand Father Lord,
Without any worries, I know you'll protect them and help them in every single way =D
Bless them Father Lord.
Amen.

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Damn..
What's wrong with you !
Make it clear in the first place already.
Lucky i got your hint fast.
Grr.
Well..
Whatever.
Bud.

Upset

2010-12-22T09:50:00.000-08:00

Aigoo!! Suddenly you've changed. I got your hint real quick didn't I ?

Results.

2010-12-17T06:14:00.000-08:00

Okay... Today we took back our results...
N level results.

Here's Mine..

English - Two
Combined Humanities - Three
Maths - Two
Science - Two
Art - One
Chinese - Two
Chinese (Oral/Aural) - Distinction

Remarks: Promoted.
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Aggregate - 9 (EMB3)
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I'm so glad that I passed with flying colours !
Thanks to God..
All glory goes to God !
Without him, i wouldn't get what i got today.

My prayers were answered.
Dear Heavenly Father..
I AM SOOO HAPPY !
That i made it.
I now have.. a GREAT TESTIMONY to prove that YOU are REAL.
You blessed me.
You helped me defeat those traps !
Gave me your Strength, Knowledge, your Presence as well as your Wisdom.
Thank you Father Lord... For helping me through my examinations.

THANK YOU!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FATHER LORD !
When everything's in your hands...
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE !
A miracle will be made.
In Jesus's name,
Amen.

CONGRATULATION TO ALL WHO PASSED !!
MUG HARD FOR NEXT YEAR !
I WILL WORK EVEN HARDER !!

For those who didn't make it.
Don't be discouraged.
You will still have a chance !
THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A CHANCE !
Take the next chance there is, MAKE IT HAPPEN !
Don't give up.
All the best !
Go !

Square 1

2010-12-10T18:51:00.000-08:00

Totally back to square 1...
UGLY as hell..
My pimples are horrifying.
Leaving scars everywhere on my face.

Heavier and heavier i go.
Rounder and bigger i am.

KFC

2010-12-08T08:30:00.000-08:00

OMG...
I ate KFC today xD
Black pepper chicken ~
Kudos ~

I haven't eaten KFC for like... since holiday started.
Lols.

Grrr..
Fatty fatty xD

Today i watched Walking with the Dinosaurs ~
Cool !!!
Loved it.

Love God. <3

Yawn.. Temptations

2010-12-07T09:38:00.000-08:00

Yawn ! I'm so tired x(
Have been sleeping really late.

So most probably we'll be getting out results on 17th December.
AWESOME ! YET... OMG.
Eeeks..
So nervous till my heart's jumping out from my throat.
Lols.

Gonna go Genting again this month xD
From 28 - 30th December.
Going over there to sleep xD

Having pimple problems and some other problems.
And... Weight problems -.-

God..
Please cure me !
Let what's suppose to come come..
And those which is not suppose to stay.. not stay.
Thank you God..
I Love You !
Father Lord, please let MeiTing,Leon,Valent,Myself and my other friends who took N level as well..
To be able to do well for our N levels.
And get the results we want as well as passing with FLYING COLOURS !
GOOO!
Amen.

Okay okay..
Temptations are such a bad ass !
Seriously..
Who wouldn't fall for them.
except God xD
DUHH !
I always get beaten by Temptations..
FOOD ! Lols. Worst enemy ever !

I shall practice self-control as well as having a strong determination !
Grrr !!!
I can do this !
Go momochan !

Results are coming !

2010-12-06T18:03:00.000-08:00

Yoshh people !
Hmm..
N Level Results are coming soon x)
Can't wait to face the reality -.-
Eeeks..

When exactly is it !?
Grrr @!#$#(*!(@*#$*#(@ xD
Hehe..

Jyjy momochan !
Go !

Oh yah !
Love yah God !

Back to Square ONE.

2010-12-01T04:30:00.000-08:00

I have to try even harder !
For myself, for you... ><
Fighting momochan !

Dreamt of you today ?
Isn't it weird.
Watch it Momo..
You can do it x)
GO !
You've done it before and so you'll do it again !

Edusave Scholarship

2010-11-30T09:43:00.000-08:00

Thank God !
For letting me receive my Edusave Scholarship Award Letter x)
Like finally after such a long time of waiting.
WOOTS !
I love You God !
All Glory Goes To You !

Gonna collect the award voucher and certificate on 09 Jan 11.
At 0900.
Must be 45 minutes earlier though x)
I hope I remember !
Shall make a note to remind myself.
Collecting it at CHIJ Secondary School.
Uhh TPY's.
Right in front of my house xD
Cool ehh?
Hehe.

Hope I can fit into my school uniforms.

Today..
My colleague said I grew fatter !
Sobs..
So sad.. Utterly sad..
I don't wish to be fat.
Tsk.
I shall try to lose weight again but I keep failing.
Gonna go back to school like a Fat Ass..
Zzzzz..
Gonna be 60kg already if I don't stop eating.
Tsk !
Shall try again tomorrow !
I'm literally back to square one...
Hates...

Don't wanna be fatter than you =/
Shall lose weight once again.
GO !

BOOM !

2010-11-29T06:17:00.000-08:00

Hahhhh x)
Hey people !

Firstly......
HELLO FATHER LORD !
<3 You tons x)
Today...
I was really clumsy -.-
Got a cut + bruise on my forearm as well as my finger -.-
Since I shut the drawer with tons of strength while my finger's still there.
And for bumming into something which I don't know what's its called and got a cut + bruise.
But its not to serious thanks to You xD

Plus I had tons of fun at work x)
Hehe thank You !
Amen.

Woots !
Maple Maple lols ?
Chiong chiong ~

Grace.

2010-11-27T06:57:00.000-08:00

Grace !
Grace means i can look for God and find him.
Grace means He has what i need.
Grace means He's for me.
He's inviting me.

Grace is the BIGGEST topic in the bible.
Grace are usually mistaken though.
BUT now i know what Grace is.

A Gift.
Power.
God is Grace.

By Grace we are saved.
By Jesus we are saved.

Makes sense?
Haha x)
Awesome isn't it ?
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Today i went back to church again x)
AWESOME !
I MISS CHURCH ; ESPECIALLY GOD !
I kept wanting to cry because I reflected on myself and because I missed God so much !
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God..
I feel terrible..
For being so .. what was that word..
contradicting !
Saying I would read the bible but yet -.- I didn't.
What the heck is this...
And for not loving myself.
You made me this way.
This size,face,height.. everything.
Why is it so hard to love myself Father Lord ?
Tsk.. I kept thinking about how slim other people are and wish to be like them..
But pffft -.-
I am who I am; I am what I am..
You loved me for who and what and how I am right?
I shall offer my heart and whole life to you Father Lord x)

I don't even know if I'm doing anything right ..
Father Lord, Give me determination please..
To lose weight and read the bible and chase after You again.
Let me be able to understand your words once again Father Lord.
Sorry for slacking ; back sliding ; turned away ; walked away from You.

I'm back, back to You.
Please let me grow with You once again.
Don't leave me Father Lord..
Love You.. God.
Amen.

Happy Birthday To Me x)

2010-11-25T09:01:00.000-08:00

Haha x)

Thank God for letting me have such a great day today !
And letting me have such a great bunch of friends whom i appreciate whatever they have done for me !

With this precious life that you gave me Father Lord !
I will cherish my life regardless of my past Father Lord.
I shall throw away my past.
And walk like I've never walked before !
Alongside with You ; Father Lord.

Breathing and Molding Life into me, was the 1st promise You've made to me without me knowing it.
Now that I know, I love you ; give you Honor and Glory with all my heart and life.
Praising you, Catching up to you once again !
Growing with you.

Thank you so much Father Lord !
Amen.

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Happy Birthday To Me x)

Thanks Davina, Zhao Wei, Amir, 'Arifah, Iskandar, Rekha !
For the presents, surprise and you people being there to celebrate my special day with me.
You guys really are so sweet !
I really appreciate whatever you guys have done !
I don't know how to thank you !

I love you guys !

Happy Advanced Birthday To Yu Ren & Valerie & Me

2010-11-24T10:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YU REN !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VALERIE !

I want to thank God for letting me be born on this special day ^^
Thank Him for giving me great friends as well as wonderful parents and siblings.
Thank Him for giving me life ^^
I really love you God !
You're the GREATEST Artist of life ; the world ; of love.
I really REALLY Thank Him for everything Father Lord.
God bless me !
I LOVE HIM ! <3

And also x)
Thank you so much Mei Ting !
For celebrating with me ! <3 you =]
I really appreciate whatever you've done for me.

Genting trip OVAHHHH !

2010-11-22T09:23:00.000-08:00

Ohhhhhhhhh ~
Genting trip's over x)
Had fun there ^^
Made friends with the Ghost working at the haunted house !
LOL x)
Took lots of rides !
Flying Coaster,Cyclone, Pirate Ship x)
Almost everything ^^
COOOOLLLL ~

But i missed everyone soooo
i came back xD
Hahahaha =x

Tired....
Tomorrow working at 3pm - 9pm
Shall go off now ^^

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Thinking wildly am i ?
Lols tsk

Farewell T-T for awhile

2010-11-19T05:54:00.000-08:00

Aww ! Gonna go to Genting for awhile.

From 20th - 22th of November !

Peeps ! Must miss me okay?

Cause i will miss all of you T-T

Shall enjoy myself there x)

And trying not to be lovesick.

Seriously.

My bruises are killing me !

I asked my mum to help me apply some medication on my bruises.

She applied nicely at first ....

THEN gave it a freaking good rub -.-

I can't run away lols x-x

Okay peeps !

Lazy to update =D

Bye !

See ya till then !

Alright x)

2010-11-15T11:02:00.000-08:00

Okay.
Having a great time playing games as well as working ^^
But pimples are attacking the fortress x-x
Shoo okay pimps !
Neither do i want you scars !
SHOO.
I wanna sleep...
I wish i can just get to sleep for a day straight.

Rest is the most important thing man x-x
Seriously.
Lols x)
Tired.
Bye peeps !

I'm BACK !

2010-11-12T08:13:00.000-08:00

Okay peeps ! I'm back ^^
New Skin !
Song which is cool !
What else ?
Lols x)
Holidays are fun ?
Perhaps but i miss school x(
Studying is so much fun.
Friends in school and more but next year, it would be totally different.
I don't know how different it's gonna be but i'll be able to handle it ^^

Working at Bakerzin is sooooo much fun !!
I can't wait for 18th November.
We're gonna be wearing Christmas hats ^^
Cool !!
WOWOWOW ~

Going on a vacation on the 20th November till 22nd November x)
Miss me !
Probably nobody would =x

Gonna go sleep now ^^
Working at 10 tomorrow !
Bye peeps ~