|
BADABEEM BADABOOM. |
||
|
|
Saturday, November 27, 2010
,
6:57 AM
Grace.
Grace ! Grace means i can look for God and find him. Grace means He has what i need. Grace means He's for me. He's inviting me. Grace is the BIGGEST topic in the bible. Grace are usually mistaken though. BUT now i know what Grace is. A Gift. Power. God is Grace. By Grace we are saved. By Jesus we are saved. Makes sense? Haha x) Awesome isn't it ? ---------------- Today i went back to church again x) AWESOME ! I MISS CHURCH ; ESPECIALLY GOD ! I kept wanting to cry because I reflected on myself and because I missed God so much ! ---------- God.. I feel terrible.. For being so .. what was that word.. contradicting ! Saying I would read the bible but yet -.- I didn't. What the heck is this... And for not loving myself. You made me this way. This size,face,height.. everything. Why is it so hard to love myself Father Lord ? Tsk.. I kept thinking about how slim other people are and wish to be like them.. But pffft -.- I am who I am; I am what I am.. You loved me for who and what and how I am right? I shall offer my heart and whole life to you Father Lord x) I don't even know if I'm doing anything right .. Father Lord, Give me determination please.. To lose weight and read the bible and chase after You again. Let me be able to understand your words once again Father Lord. Sorry for slacking ; back sliding ; turned away ; walked away from You. I'm back, back to You. Please let me grow with You once again. Don't leave me Father Lord.. Love You.. God. Amen. |
|