Fuck, off.
Bring it on.
BADABEEM BADABOOM.



Tuesday, November 30, 2010 ,
9:43 AM
Edusave Scholarship

Thank God !
For letting me receive my Edusave Scholarship Award Letter x)
Like finally after such a long time of waiting.
WOOTS !
I love You God !
All Glory Goes To You !


Gonna collect the award voucher and certificate on 09 Jan 11.
At 0900.
Must be 45 minutes earlier though x)
I hope I remember !
Shall make a note  to remind myself.
Collecting it at CHIJ Secondary School.
Uhh TPY's.
Right in front of my house xD
Cool ehh?
Hehe.


Hope I can fit into my school uniforms.


Today..
My colleague said I grew fatter ! 
Sobs..
So sad.. Utterly sad..
I don't wish to be fat.
Tsk.
I shall try to lose weight again but I keep failing.
Gonna go back to school like a Fat Ass..
Zzzzz..
Gonna be 60kg already if I don't stop eating.
Tsk !
Shall try again tomorrow !
I'm literally back to square one...
Hates...


Don't wanna be fatter than you =/
Shall lose weight once again.
GO !


Monday, November 29, 2010 ,
6:17 AM
BOOM !

Hahhhh x)
Hey people !


Firstly......
HELLO FATHER LORD !
<3 You tons x)
Today...
I was really clumsy -.-
Got a cut + bruise on my forearm as well as my finger -.-
Since I shut the drawer with tons of strength while my finger's still there.
And for bumming into something which I don't know what's its called and got a cut + bruise.
But its not to serious thanks to You xD


Plus I had tons of fun at work x)
Hehe thank You !
Amen.


Woots !
Maple Maple lols ?
Chiong chiong ~


Saturday, November 27, 2010 ,
6:57 AM
Grace.

Grace !
Grace means i can look for God and find him.
Grace means He has what i need.
Grace means He's for me.
He's inviting me.


Grace is the BIGGEST topic in the bible.
Grace are usually mistaken though.
BUT now i know what Grace is.


A Gift.
Power.
God is Grace.


By Grace we are saved.
By Jesus we are saved.


Makes sense?
Haha x) 
Awesome isn't it ?
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Today i went back to church again x)
AWESOME !
I MISS CHURCH ; ESPECIALLY GOD ! 
I kept wanting to cry because I reflected on myself and because I missed God so much !
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God..
I feel terrible..
For being so .. what was that word..
contradicting !
Saying I would read the bible but yet -.- I didn't.
What the heck is this...
And for not loving myself.
You made me this way.
This size,face,height.. everything.
Why is it so hard to love myself Father Lord ?
Tsk.. I kept thinking about how slim other people are and wish to be like them..
But pffft -.-
I am who I am; I am what I am..
You loved me for who and what and how I am right?
I shall offer my heart and whole life to you Father Lord x)


I don't even know if I'm doing anything right ..
Father Lord, Give me determination please..
To lose weight and read the bible and chase after You again.
Let me be able to understand your words once again Father Lord.
Sorry for slacking ; back sliding ; turned away ; walked away from You.


I'm back, back to You.
Please let me grow with You once again.
Don't leave me Father Lord..
Love You.. God.
Amen.


Thursday, November 25, 2010 ,
9:01 AM
Happy Birthday To Me x)

Haha x) 


Thank God for letting me have such a great day today !
And letting me have such a great bunch of friends whom i appreciate whatever they have done for me !


With this precious life that you gave me Father Lord !
I will cherish my life regardless of my past Father Lord.
I shall throw away my past.
And walk like I've never walked before !
Alongside with You ; Father Lord.


Breathing and Molding Life into me, was the 1st promise You've made to me without me knowing it.
Now that I know, I love you ; give you Honor and Glory with all my heart and life.
Praising you, Catching up to you once again !
Growing with you.


Thank you so much Father Lord !
Amen.


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Happy Birthday To Me x)


Thanks Davina, Zhao Wei, Amir, 'Arifah, Iskandar, Rekha !
For the presents, surprise and you people being there to celebrate my special day with me.
You guys really are so sweet !
I really appreciate whatever you guys have done !
I don't know how to thank you !


I love you guys !


Wednesday, November 24, 2010 ,
10:18 AM
Happy Advanced Birthday To Yu Ren & Valerie & Me



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YU REN !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VALERIE !


I want to thank God for letting me be born on this special day ^^
Thank Him for giving me great friends as well as wonderful parents and siblings.
Thank Him for giving me life ^^
I really love you God !
You're the GREATEST Artist of life ; the world ; of love.
I really REALLY Thank Him for everything Father Lord.
God bless me !
I LOVE HIM ! <3


And also x) 
Thank you so much Mei Ting ! 
For celebrating with me ! <3 you =]
I really appreciate whatever you've done for me.


Monday, November 22, 2010 ,
9:23 AM
Genting trip OVAHHHH !

Ohhhhhhhhh ~
Genting trip's over x)
Had fun there ^^
Made friends with the Ghost working at the haunted house !
LOL x)
Took lots of rides !
Flying Coaster,Cyclone, Pirate Ship x)
Almost everything ^^
COOOOLLLL ~


But i missed everyone soooo
i came back xD
Hahahaha =x


Tired....
Tomorrow working at 3pm - 9pm
Shall go off now ^^


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Thinking wildly am i ? 
Lols tsk


Friday, November 19, 2010 ,
5:54 AM
Farewell T-T for awhile

Aww ! Gonna go to Genting for awhile.
From 20th - 22th of November !
Peeps ! Must miss me okay?
Cause i will miss all of you T-T
Shall enjoy myself there x)
And trying not to be lovesick.
Seriously.
My bruises are killing me !

I asked my mum to help me apply some medication on my bruises.
She applied nicely at first ....
THEN gave it a freaking good rub -.-
I can't run away lols x-x

Okay peeps ! 
Lazy to update =D
Bye !

See ya till then !


Monday, November 15, 2010 ,
11:02 AM
Alright x)

Okay.
Having a great time playing games as well as working ^^
But pimples are attacking the fortress x-x
Shoo okay pimps ! 
Neither do i want you scars !
SHOO.
I wanna sleep...
I wish i can just get to sleep for a day straight.


Rest is the most important thing man x-x
Seriously.
Lols x)
Tired.
Bye peeps !


Friday, November 12, 2010 ,
8:13 AM
I'm BACK !

Okay peeps ! I'm back ^^
New Skin ! 
Song which is cool !
What else ? 
Lols x)
Holidays are fun ?
Perhaps but i miss school x(
Studying is so much fun.
Friends in school and more but next year, it would be totally different.
I don't know how different it's gonna be but i'll be able to handle it ^^


Working at Bakerzin is sooooo much fun !!
I can't wait for 18th November.
We're gonna be wearing Christmas hats ^^ 
Cool !!
WOWOWOW ~


Going on a vacation on the 20th November till 22nd November x)
Miss me ! 
Probably nobody would =x


Gonna go sleep now ^^
Working at 10 tomorrow !
Bye peeps ~